I really did love you. With all my heart, for more than 2 years. I still dont know though if I can call this feeling as ‘love’. Whenever I was with you, I instantly clung on you. You attracted me, I wanted to be near to you. I felt free with you.
Yet, I’ve had enough. From you I received nothing else but insecurity. You always confuse me and are never straightforward honest to me. You always make me waiting for you. And in every 6 months I totally fell again for you.
I dont want to be like this anymore. I want to feel like I finally deserve someone who treats me with pure honesty and sorry for the expression - but has the balls to get all of me.
Maybe it is just the timing, though. In a few years or even sooner we will meet and finally talk about everything, because it hurts inside but I clearly feel like we are not grown ups enough to sit down and forget about everything else.